hanya basa-basi semata

Senin, 5 November 2012


hari ini aku dilontari lebih dari satu kalimat yang sama persis.. "long time no see". spontan aku hening sejenak dan langsung membalas,"long time no see". itu yang keluar dari kepalaku ini yang begitu... hambar. well, I kinda hate this okay? I hate myself for being such thoughtless person. aku pengen aku bisa jawab dengan kata-kata yang lebih proper. dengan kata-kata yang nggak aku sesali pada akhirnya, yang lebih bisa well katakanlah "yeah, it's fine" ketika itu aku pikirkan kembali.

I mean like, you said to me those four main words dan aku cuma bisa jawab dengan yang hampir sama atau memang sama. persis. then I think about it again with so much freaky thoughts...and in conclusion muncul juga kata-kata yang SEHARUSNYA aku katakan.

---the scenario---
A: ....long time no see.
me: *judging look* yeah right. when did we last meet? I mean like, I saw you like...A LOT. and I just don't know what were happening that...bla bla bla

and so on. there will be much more in my head for those thoughts to spin and swirl. the thing that I realize in the end IF I really said those words in reply? I don't know. it might be a double edged sword, or just like solid nitrogen being poured into a water bath which makes everything so chilly (this would kill me), or dengan aku nulis postingan ini pun sesuatu akan terjadi. well, at least aku berharap yang terjadi itu baik.

anyway, thank you for the basa-basi. for Indonesian people especially Javanese, it never gets old. I like that and.. I just wish for having some more time to talk and share thoughts if it is even possible.


BASA-BASI FTW!! :))