Sunday, June 28th 2015
Is it normal? Oh, no that's not the question.. Is it acceptable is more of the question.
There have been a lot of thoughts in my mind lately, Blour. Well, not that I have no thoughts in my everyday, it's just sometimes there are times that you have something in particular going on and on and just keep going around like crazy in these narrow head of ours, or is it? Too much heart involved, and a little sprinkles of soul. *sighs* There's this feeling, that you wanted to have something so badly, is it envy? No, I guess not, envy is when you want the same thing that you don't have but others have. Well, practically others have it, no matter what they are, what they they look like, or how they work things out and stuffs. *scoffs* ...and that's really not happening in my life. You know, Blour, that's the thing, that's the...you know...the thorn in my feet, the grudge in my throat, or even the butterfly in my guts.
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Sometimes, I envy people, for them who doesn't need to try so hard to fit in and to them that finally fit in. No pretending. Good job society.
(Now Playing: Colbie Caillat - Try)
